HOLIDAYS AND SO ON
Defeated
I've already visited: Sweden (Koping), Kazimierz Dolny, Hel, Warsaw and I'm leaving next week to Kazimierz Dolny again, this time with my friends only
You have no idea how many great people I've met during this one short month. I miss them all really badly, especially I miss those, whose numbers I didn't manage to take 
Well, life. People come, people go away. It hurts, but I can do nothing about that.
On Hel I drastically changed my mind about myself. I was feeling attractive, pretty and cool. Partying really cheers up, I suppose. After coming back, I started to feel as usual (means: like shit) or even worse. Won't say why, but I think it's obvious to all of you. What can make a girl veery upset? Or rather: who?
Anyway, I do love my life and I do love whole world. I just don't like me, but that's a little, tiny problem that I can cope with, can't I?
I must get to work, but instead I take out my Dance Dance Revolution mat and I dance, trying to forget about how hopless I am. After month's break, it's hard for me to achieve my previous level, but I'm trying my best. Besides, it's one of these things that make me happy for a while. The other one is alcohol, but I can't drink at home, as I'm not 18 yet. Stupid rules.
Well, yes, that's the end of part one. Part two is:
THINGS TO DO:
Draaw
Write
Read English stuff
Learn Deutsch
Clean up my room
Change my life
Learn to cook better
Become a sushi master
Become a pretty girl
Become DDR master
That'd be it, for the time being. Take care, people!
Happy
Relief
